I’ve been criticized by friends for not ‘tooting my own horn‘ – as they put it. And I know it’s a flaw in my character to not want to talk about myself.

Unfortunately, in writing for the Internet, it’s hard not to talk about yourself to some degree. I mean how are people going to get to know you otherwise? And being too humble or modest can be misinterpreted as being a fake. It’s a fine line to walk.

But in writing this page on my blog, I realized that I needed to at least tell you my story, even if it is the short version. Without my background — my story — how can you understand why I’m asking you to think about what I’ve written?

I don’t ask that you take my word as the final truth, all I ask is that you think about what I write. And this should be true with ANY material you read or hear. Think and feel what’s being said. When a truth is a truth, it will resonate inside of you. You will know it’s right by how it makes you feel.

That being said, I’m telling you my story so that you can understand why I’ve come to start this blog and come out of the ‘metaphysical closet‘ so to speak.

A long time ago, I was not a nice person and we’ll just leave it at that. But since I refused to change my ways, the all-knowing Universe, God, Karma, or whatever label you choose to use is fine with me, decided that it would put me flat on my back and give me the opportunity to think about where I had been and where I was going. As one beautiful Christian woman said to me during that time, ‘Sometimes God has to put you flat on your back to look up!’ Amen!

I was involved in an auto accident on August 1, 1988, which disabled me. During the course of the next two years, I would spend more time in the hospital than I would at home with my young children. I would be told that I would die within 5 years and if I did live any longer, I’d never walk again.

First, let me say that I never once believed that prognosis. It never resonated within me that it was the truth, even though at that time I had no clue what that might have meant. The only thing I saw was my two beautiful, young daughters that needed me because I was all they had. And that is what pulled me out of bed in the morning and motivated me to drag myself across the floor and pull myself to a sitting position at the kitchen table.

During that ordeal I also had what is called an NDE, or Near Death Experience. While I will comment on that more fully later, for now just accept that I was told I couldn’t stay because I had something to finish on earth. Was I ever disappointed!

Since that time, I’ve experienced miracle after miracle and events that defy logical explanation. And those experiences are what led me to the path I’m on now metaphysically – my souls journey.

It led me to Jay Driskell that I speak about in the About Page on this blog and it led me to many more teachers, spiritual guides, and resources that I had never known existed. (And you will learn all about how I was healed in posts to come so you can do it too!)

In the spiritual walk, you may hear the saying, ‘When you are ready, the teacher will come.’ That has happened to me so often, it’s almost scary!

I am going to start teaching you, those who’ve found their way here, because there are a series of events going on in the Universe that is changing reality as we know it. And yes, I’ll be explaining that too!

Those of you reading this may have already sensed it. That knowing without knowing. Other’s are searching for answers because something just doesn’t seem right. Feeling that, is the ‘resonating‘ I spoke about above. If you think about it, it’s as if someone struck a cord that caused you to vibrate with it. That is the frequency of a truth. (And, I’ll be pointing you to the scientific facts about this too!)

It is with sincere and honest humility that I extend myself to you. I am honored and humbled that you have chosen to read what I might have to say.

I will give you resources to read for yourself. I will teach you how to use the principle of Synchronicity to help you notice what life is trying to show you. I will give you guidance when you seem to be off the path and life is shouting at you to ‘go the other way!‘ I will help you learn from what I, and many others who have gone before us have learned.

I will laugh with you, I will cry with you, I will pray with you, I will focus healing energy toward you, and be whatever you require me to be. I am here to be of service to you.

All my life I have been an instructor. From my early days teaching sewing at a local Park District, to my adjunct faculty positions in Community Colleges, and even today online through Colleges globally and my own company website. It is now resonating within me that this is the time to start teaching a different subject. One that will help us awaken to the new reality before us.

As for my fees in teaching you, they are by voluntary donation. My housemate had a girlfriend that would ask, ‘What is the difference between a Pagan Weekend and a New Age Weekend?‘ The answer: ‘About $2,000.’

The so called, ‘new age‘ movement has become a cash cow for many and as I look at some of the high costs of gaining this wisdom from our current guru’s, I wonder where Christianity would be if Jesus charged for his seminars and workshops, although not called that in those days.

No, I don’t believe that Minister’s, Pastor’s, or spiritual leaders or advisers should live in poverty. That’s unrealistic today. However, I also don’t believe that a spiritual teacher should restrict those from gaining knowledge just because they cannot afford to purchase it.

There is a path that I’m embarking on here and this is only the beginning of what I am being led to do. I consider this step one of a bigger plan. I’m not sure how I’m getting from step one to step two, but if you stick with me, we’ll find out together!

I’m adding Google Adsense to help defer the costs of web hosting and such. And of course, I’m adding methods for you to donate.

This is called trust. As my friend who runs the Haumanadoa.com website (Jeff Staebell) asks, ‘Are you willing to stand in the darkness, knowing full well that the light will shine again?‘

I am willing to stand in this unknown darkness not knowing where this will take me, knowing (and trusting) that this is where I need to be, and that the light will shine again and I will see clearly what the purpose is in it.

Every soul has its journey. Are you ready to start yours?

If so, then let the awakening begin!